++++..i pUt mY hEaRt mY sOUl mY minD iN evErYtinG i wRotE..hErE..maY GoD BLeSs u All..-pRaYs-..cRyin noW..goSHx..++++..
___hUiwEen____ Whisk 'n' Bake Personal Nook 12/14/2002 12:42:00 PM
+++OnLy 4 cARriE..bY hW..+++
carrie..my everdearst osi..
i get tired of quarrellin wif u..
i will..
though it does bond us more..
but its not jus by tis wae..
i noe..u r goin 2 sae..
"huiwen's actin childish"..
jus like most tings u sae..
but..i really thot over alot of tings..
i cant seem 2 live wif all tis..hypocrital world..
insults n all..n all..
thot u understand..
maybe u really did..
if u dun..
im tellin u..
its not easy 2 be me..
even harder 4 me 2 tok 2 u now..
bout my probs..
in fear of u sayin..
"huiwen..r u not de only 1 wif probs.."
den quarrels start agn..
in case u didnt notice..
i haven been sayin much 2 u..
no..
im not livin 2 pls u..
i jus dunwana quarrel wif u n lose sumone..
as special..
as wonderful as u..
fear u geddit?..
de quarrels made me live in fear of losin u..
fear of ppl insulting me..
n goin against me..
cos u hold a higher position..
yes u do..
discrimination baby..yeahx..
maybe its silly of me 2 sae all tis..
but i guess its beta 2 let u noe..
cos u r not me..
u will nv go thru wad i go thru..
u will nv hear wad i hear..
im a human 2..
i love de wae u protect me..
remb u said..
"i wun let anione bully u"..
im glad i hv u..tanks osi..
i finally realise how cum jo can understand..
cos she doesnt hv much ppl revolvin ard her life..
yes.u have my dear osi..
one word frm u cant even be compared 2 my 1000words..
dats wad i mean 2 dem..
u said.."i wish ppl wun compare us"..
u listen 2 me..
dey are..n all de time..
i do tank god i hv u..as a role model..
but i guess..its time 2 let go..
its NOT easy osi..
2 sae it..
its even HARDER 2 do it..
but i thot over it MYSELF..
n i realise de importance of u me n everyting..
im not being childish here or wad..
jus dat..
like i said..
i have my limits of toleratin all rubbish..
im sure u hv 2..
mine's up..ive tolerate 4 15yrs?..
maybe it will be beta..
4 me 2 find myself..
i still love u..of cos i do..
till i die..yes..jus like de recordin saes..
i jus wan a peaceful life now..
no complains..no insults..
enuff is de word..
i noe u will nv give up on me..
but i am..n i will..
muacks..i love u osi..
+++lOvE u Osi..meAn iT..hUGs..byEeXx.._+++
Whisk 'n' Bake Personal Nook 12/14/2002 10:23:00 AM
+++hErE i cUm+++
wEll..
last msg or shall i sae entry b4 i leave..
mmmx..
tings hv been happenin so fast..
werent even expectin dem..
not even ready 4 dem..
tskx..
life gettin kinda outta hand..
but tank god..
i hv u jowee..n father..
yahx..
n all la..
lazi 2 name...
u all were de ppl who stood by me..
faithfulness..loyalness?..
who believe in me..
accepted my faults..
well..
nv pick up faults frm me 2 quarrel..
im glad..2 noe ppl like tis..
im tired of my life now..
i am...
tryin 2 find my wae out of it..
even if it is 2 lose all i had..
u all r wad i wana keep..
well..
i mean it..
im tired of de accusing..
de insultin..
blah n blah..
ive limits 2..
in case u ppl duno..
ive got enuff..
n tis time i mean it..
the end i guess..
rest time..
-phew-..
pls enjoy urself when im not ard k?..
n tc hor..
dun bulwee one another..
lolx..
muacks..
see ya all soon..
+++oFf i gOOoOox+++
Whisk 'n' Bake Personal Nook 12/14/2002 09:39:00 AM
You are the beautiful, dramatic sunset. Your energy dazzles those close to you. Your intensity is contageous, but when your sun finally sets, you know how to relax--not many people can boast of such a feat! You know how to have a reeeally good time. Try to not be narcisstic, but learn to love yourself. Don't be embarrased to be cheesy. You're creative and sometimes loud (even though you don't really think soYou are the beautiful, dramatic sunset. Your energy dazzles those close to you. Your intensity is contageous, but when your sun finally sets, you know how to relax--not many people can boast of such a feat! You know how to have a reeeally good time. Try to not be narcisstic, but learn to love yourself. Don't be embarrased to be cheesy. You're creative and sometimes loud (even though you don't really think so). Remember to follow your heart, but always listen to those you trust for advice. ).
>>>You're creative and sometimes loud (even though you don't really think so)....erm...really?..wooo..okies..erm..yeah
Whisk 'n' Bake Personal Nook 12/14/2002 12:52:00 AM
>>>oh no?..i turtle neck?..ahahaz..i have no neck ar.. Whisk 'n' Bake Personal Nook 12/11/2002 01:23:00 AM
Tuesday, December 10, 2002
+++hUiwEn's EntRY+++
i need a ger..-nods-..
head's killin me..
goshx..
cant tink properly..
lolx..
u all shld read my blog..
erm..
4 fun..
mmmx..
tml..
we meet 1030 k?..
at city hall control..
no breakfast..
i need de slp..
lolx..
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
sentosaaaaaaaaaaaaa hereeeeeeee i cummmmmmmmmmm..
+++lEavinG..+++
Whisk 'n' Bake Personal Nook 12/10/2002 02:16:00 PM
41 TO 50 POINTS: Others see you as fresh, lively, charming,
>>amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's
>>constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently
>>well-balanced not one to let it go to their head. They also see you
>>as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always
>>cheer them up and help them out.
eh?...centrer of attraction?..i think this test is mad..hur hur hur
Whisk 'n' Bake Personal Nook 12/10/2002 01:12:00 PM
>>does this make any sense? Whisk 'n' Bake Personal Nook 12/09/2002 05:10:00 PM
>>hahaz..at least better than mic..WHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH!!..just kidding mic..blaa Whisk 'n' Bake Personal Nook 12/09/2002 05:00:00 PM
>>>>WHAT ON EARTH??...i'm a colourful snail??..with flashlight?...why do i need one??..i'm not blind..oh maybe just abit..eeww i'm not slimy n shelly n petite!!...urgz..cramps in my tummy again...sobs..help me!! Whisk 'n' Bake Personal Nook 12/09/2002 04:56:00 PM
i want some of your med...i want to be put to sleep..feel dorwsy n let eveything pass me by...haaaz...why do you behave like this...dont you know it hurts us all to see you like that..
venting your anger..feeling distressed...we know you hate to accept your condition..but at least you have some
help to turn to...you'll never get to see this..i'm sure you won't..maybe you'll never know this either..it depends
if i have the guts to tell you..
>>.this is utter rubbish..just feel like typing some emotions up..so ignore this entry...heez... Whisk 'n' Bake Personal Nook 12/09/2002 12:03:00 AM
Sunday, December 08, 2002
To all your friends, you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The piece is gone and the puzzle undone
That's the way it is
Christina Aguilera:Beautiful
it is so true..but what is my emptiness?..whats is the piece that is missing?..i think its more than just a piece...perhaps its true..
thats the way it is.. Whisk 'n' Bake Personal Nook 12/08/2002 11:43:00 PM
TYPE B
U r a more active person, draw a clear line btwn happy
n unhappy. U r more quick-tempered. If u encounter
things u lik, u will do it w/o 2nd tot. But once u mt
things tat u hate, u will wish to get out of it asap
As u r a person of ur v own views, the frds u tend to
have will b the same pattern. But once u r good with
ur frds, u will understand them a lot n go all theway
to help then. Frds r v dependent on u. As u r too
emotional, u may make a storm out of a teacup with ur
frds. Muz learn to do things in order n do nt give up
easily. Can try makin frds with those u dun think u
can get along with, dun stick with the same
category.This wil make u more popular n charming
>>hm..this is some steamboat test found in my email..well..i think its sort of true..i mean the results..but by eating steamboat?
seems kind of weird..i must learn to do things in order?not give up?..hiaz..tell me how no to give up whn my o's are nearing
try making frs with those u think u cant get along with..well maybe thats smtg i really lack..socialising skills..haaz... Whisk 'n' Bake Personal Nook 12/08/2002 11:34:00 PM
+++..hUiwEn viSitS aGn..++++
++++...LAURA..WE R PROUD OF U 4 WINNIN DE BEST DANCER PRIZE..CONGRATS..NOW I GOT ICE CREAM 2 EAT..Wheee..ICE CREAM..HERE I COME..+++++
mmm
i wana sae sumtings..
its diff in life..
2 not be jugdemental..
n 2 accept all kinds of ppl..
but i hope..
ppl close 2 be can..
cos..
tis is life..
its about..
tolerance..
u will live life beta..
if ur life is full of diff ppl..
jus like diff colours rite?..
-nods-..
learn slowly k peepx..
i am learnin 2..
SCH IS STARTIN..
gosh..
few more weeks..
im dyin..
-sobbies-..
oH..
LISTEN ALL OF U..
I WAN 2 GO..
SENTOSA AGN..
ICE SKATIN..
SWIMMIN..
ESCAPE..
BBQ..
SEE STARS..
ok..
u all noe wad rite?..
-HINT-..
oh jowee..oh jowee..
im ok k?..dun worry bout me..
Father also..
im born strong..
alwaes mus be strong..
in everyting i do..
SO hard can..
-sighx-..
its not easy 2 be me..
not easy 4 me 2 prove myself in everyting i do..
not like u ppl..
lucky..
maybe father's rite..
KARMA..
i mus be a PRetty ger who went wif 5 ppl in my last life n din like ani of dem..
im curse..
GOSH..
sumtimes..
i feel..
not accepted..
in tis world..
in tis life..
mmmx..
im glad u all understand..
but..
deres sumting more den frens..
u all noe wad..
im so tired of tryin..
but i guess i hv 2..
look forward 2 de future..
2 wads waitin 4 me..
i will do it..
4 u all..
cos i noe..
u all love me..
n i noe..
hw difficult
it is..
in tis world..
2 find sumone 2 accept me..
n love me wad i am..
tanks u ppl..
=)..
im glad..i found u..
but i still wan a gf..
-sulks-..
n i miss her..
really..alot..
ok..
BOTH OF DEM..shhh..
its not my fault..i had 2 do 2 entries..cos 2 long..lolx..
+++..hUiwEn lEaVEs..+++
Whisk 'n' Bake Personal Nook 12/08/2002 10:08:00 PM
+++++..hUiwEn viSitS...++++
JOANNA..I haTe ur blOG..I BLOGGED SO MUCH JUS NOW..FUCK..now i hv 2 redo..-MUTTERS-..
i am beautiful..
no matter wad dey sae..
words cant bring me down..
i am beautiful..
in every single wae..
words cant bring me down..
so dun u bring me down..
todae..
___tis is a damn nice song..pls pls..sumone..find tis title 4 me..i wan tis song..its...beautiful..hope i can tink tis wae..___
tIs iS mIne..
1. You are attracted to those who are warm and obedience.
2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is straight-forward, just tell you he/she
loves you.
3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is optimistic.
4. What you hate most in your partner is that the person is
ruthless, cold-blooded, and/or ironic.
5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is traditional, without saying anything, the other
will know what you want, both of you communicate by hearts.
6. You are tolerant; you'll try very hard not to commit adultery.
7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married,
you'll treasure it and your partner very much.
8. At this moment, you are quite self-centered; you think of love as
something you can get and trash anytime you want.
___mMMmX..hOw diFFf cAn mE n mY bEst frEn bE..LOL..nUm 3 n nUm 6 iS dE sAme..-wiNkx-..___
7dEc2002..
fEr..lAurA DaR..jOWeE Mei..xL fAthEr..pHo bAbY..joVeN..kArEnX..
ok..if those 2 iderts..gets 2 see tis..im a genis..-nods-..
SERIOUS..
i wana tank ya all..
4 mkin de dae..
a wonderful..perrrfect dae..
though we had sum small -u noe wad-..
im sorry..if i did wrong..
heex..
i love u all..
i wana do it agn..
n agn..
when sch reopens..
n i hv 2 write an eassy on..
"wad did u do during ur holidaes"..
i will rite..
"i went sentosa 3-4 times a week..",,
hee..
Im in love..
wif sentosa..
i love all ur company..
so muchieee..
muacks..
love ya all alot alot alot..
okx..
im mad..
+++..hUiwEn lEaVeS..+++ Whisk 'n' Bake Personal Nook 12/08/2002 10:07:00 PM
